Mumbles.. mumbles

I felt so tired today, maybe because of my flu. We did a National Exam drilling in English today, and when I finished, I slept, but then... Kresna shout, "Bangun lo!" in my ear! Gosh, how I hate my childish friends and their attitude!

I arrived home, read the new Girlfriend mag I bought and sleep. Uggghh.. what a day!

Then I opened my facebook, and found these:

I wrote this note yesterday and tagged several friends to see what they think about me.

Heyy guys, let me know some facts about myself, write you answers in the comment, okaaay? : )))


1. Where you and I met?

2. How long have you known me?

3. The last time we saw each other?

4. Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?

5. Am I funny?

6. What's my favorite music?

7. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something
else(what)?

8. Have you ever hugged me?

9. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?

10. If you and I were stranded on an island, what would I bring?

11. Where do you think I will be in 25 years?

12. What reminds you of me?

13. What is my best attribute?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you?

And these are the answers:
(it's in Indonesian)

Adiz Razi comentó a las 21:59, el 01 de marzo
1. Al-izhar pondok labu, briefing MOS
2. 3 years,..
3. pas TO 4
4. "nama gw ratih nama gw ratih" berisik bgt haha
5. LUCU
6. Anggun1
7. Well... apaya.. SPORTY DONG
8. yes
9. Toddie
10. makanan!
11. jadi istri pemain bola atau dokternya :p
12. your voice
13. iker
14. mmmm
15. maybe

Ade Irma Suryani comentó a las 22:48, el 01 de marzo
1. Di quin kar-teng, kita basis quin :D
2. 8 bulan, sebulan lg ngelahirin
3. Jumat kmrn pas cabs ke quin
4. Wanita berbadan besar yg cadel dan childish xp
5. Noo, actually you're very childish
6. Apapun yg Jonas brothers haha sotoy
7. Sporty
8. Oh yees haha
9. Nyimas
10. Pintu kemana saja
11. Dokter yg 'insyaAllah' ga malapraktik lol
12. Ke-childish-an lo
13. Celana kulot yg menipu (kulot bkn sih?)
14. Tidak sepertinya
15. Repost ga ya? Haha

Aregina Pernong comentó a las 23:00, el 01 de marzo
1. alizhar

2. long enough to know that you love ikker

3. hmm, berminggu2 yg lalu

4. waw..

5. BOLEH

6. jason

7.toddler!

8. ya, walaupun sulit

9. zatih

10. many things

11. maksa gw untuk ke tempat praktek dokter

12. toa

13. hal aneh

14. maybe

15. yaa,boleh deh kalo udah ga sibuk! hahaha sok

Nisa Puspasari comentó a las 16:48, el 02 de marzo
1. dd
2. yaa dr smp kls 1 lah pokoknya haha
3. pas bukpus. anjir lama abis.
4. buseng, tinggi abis hahaha
5. YES
6. apa ya...? SIMPLE PLAN!! hahahahahahahahahahaha
7. sporty and silly
8. ofcourse i have :)
9. ratttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
10. HP dan makanan!!
11. dokter, amiiin trs punya suami ganteng kayak sapa tuh pemain bola favorit lo? gue lupa hahah
12. suara lo kalo lagi teriak
13. apa ya?
14. noo hahah tdk ada rahasia antara kita ahuahaha
15. udh dong

Herman Mirenk comentó a las 16:50, el 02 de marzo
1. basis quin kita
2. kenalnya ya pas lo masuk quin,8 bulanan mungkin
3.jumat sebelum simak ui
4. wanita yg pintar
5. kagak
6. mana gw tau
7. sporty aja deh
8. blom
9. ponari kali ya
10. kagak tau
11. kayanya cocok jadi penari kuda lumping
12. badan lo yg seksi kaya prety asmara
13. kemeja putih sm celana kotak2 ijo al-izhar
14. tidak
15.banyak juga pertanyaannya deh,hahaha....

sori2 ya klo ada kata2 yang salah...hahahha

Prissy Budi Putri comentó a las 19:00, el 02 de marzo
sendaaaaaaaaaal pinter! selamat bu dokter haha

Andhitta Audria Putri comentó a las 19:17, el 02 de marzo
1. pas tes alizhar
2. 2 and a half years
3. this afternoon?
4. toa
5. naturally
6. ECDL y se parece mas a ti
7. sporty jajajaja
8. pernah
9. zatih
10. iker
11. lg s2 sport medicine
12. iker
13.kyaaaa
14. maybeee
15. gatau

Ratih Amandhita comentó a las 19:20, el 02 de marzo
Thankyouuuuuu, guuuuuuuyyyysss! Yes Irma, I love love Jonas Brothers and also Jason! Hahahahaha. And yes Gigi in 25 years gue akan maksa lo dateng ke tempat praktek gue buat ngerumpi, hahahaha : ))).

Hey hey Priss, isi juga dong lo! Hahahaha

Ratih Amandhita comentó a las 19:21, el 02 de marzo
Bener bgt Bul kalau terdampar gue bawa Iker, lums buat jadi babu hahahahahaha


hihiiiiii, I loveeeee it! : ))

What doesn't kill me, makes me stronger

I have so many phobias, or fear, I'd rather called it. I almost crying waktu tour leader gue di London maksa gue naik Stealth di Thorpe Park. I thought it was stupid, I'm not gonna risk my life riding a stupid 90 degrees roller coaster. Thank you very much. I'd rather eat in KFC or something. I didn't enjoy the London Eye as well, sampe Mbak Bella, Tour Escort gue yang tadinya mau fotoin gue di ketinggian bersama kota London dibawah gue akhirnya bilang, "Yaudah, kamu duduk aja ya Rat." hiahahahaha.
My fear of height is very disturbing. Believe me, gue ketakutan setengah mati waktu harus naik eskalator super tinggi di Mall Taman Anggrek. Tapi herannya, setiap naik pesawat gue selalu request duduk di pinggir jendela biar bisa liat langit.
Takut ketinggian inilah yang membuat tour leader gue pas homestay gemes sama gue kali ya. I refuse to rode the Stealth, dan pas mau naik London Eye gue juga hampir nangis. Sampai akhirnya dia ngajak gue ke pinggir London Bridge, oh man!
"Come here," he said (dia berdiri senderan gitu di pinggir jembatan. Terus dia ngebuang kertas kecil ke bawah, and I said, "Littering!" in response.
"Look down," I looked down. "Even if you fall, you're not gonna drown, you can swin right?" he said and bla bla bla there goes the long speech I don't remember.

Yeah right I'm not gonna drown, but I don't know why if I stand in high place I feel like something pulled me so hard I'm going to fall. I don't even know since when or why I am afraid of height, I just know that I am afraid of height, end of story.
Also is London I tried to beat my fear. Riding the Eye is one of the example. During my Eurotrip I also rode the Indiana Jones ride in Eurodisney and I went to the second floor of the Eiffel Tower (although I just sat there waiting for my friends).


I'm gonna quote PM, one day she texted me asking for my phobia, the I said "I have acrophobia or something." and the next day, pokoknya dia bilang, dia kemarin ditugasin guru lesnya latihan bikin essay tentang phobia, and PM wrote about me! hihi. She told me that, "Semua bukan gimana cara lo menghilangkan phobia itu, but how you deal with it. You rode the London Eye after all, Rat. Terus dapat payung, lagi." Iya! Bener! I got a beautiful EF umbrella (payung cantik) for riding the London Eye.

until next time!

Headline

My SIMAK UI? Like Shit.

I cannot answer my 'Matematika Dasar' questions, I screwed up on chemistry, and I can't remember anything about physics. I think I won't make it, but I'm still praying, though, I want the best for me.

My prayer before the test:
"Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, aku tau aku nggak cukup belajar untuk Simak UI ini, but believe me dear God, I want it sooo bad. I wanted to go to FKUI just like what.... half students in this room? Ya Allah, kalau UI adalah tempat yang paling tepat dan terbaik untukku belajar, kalau aku bisa jadi dokter sukses setelah lulus dari FKUI, kalau aku bisa menjadi orang yang lebih baik, tolong berikan aku mukjizat agar aku keterima Simak UI ini Ya Allah. Tolong berikanlah yang terbaik untuk masa depanku. Amin."

Year 2009

Whoa, long time no post! : )

So it's 2009 already, and I'm 17 years old it feels awesome!

Quick news: I got accepted in Trisakti faculty of medicine, finally. Trisakti is always be my favorite University because my Mom always told me how great it is for her to studied there, although she had her ups and downs there too. But father insist me to apply for UI and tommorrow is the test (mission impossible) wish me luck! I don't have enough preparation!

Current watch: Xabi Alonso

Another Espana hombre I adore. He plays for Liverpool fc. His girldfriend name is Nagore and they have a son, a very very cute baby name Jon Alonso.

Mr. Alonso also vice-captain for Spain national team, and wore the ban once in the Euro.

What I adore: everything!

my orange

one day my teacher gave us an assignment, we should wrote a poem about something and relating it with another thing, okay so I related orange with my last summer vacation, but then I thought about another poem.
oh well, here it goes..........

my orange

orange?

sometimes it reminds me of you

I remember the first time I saw your face

It was a very very windy day, even in the summer

and I saw you

and you smiled

no, not to me, to someone elses

since that day, I always looked for you before I entered school

I adore your face like I like the sweet taste of orange

then one night,

one fine night,

I got bored in the boring EF disco

All I can think about was a gig in the other side of the club

suddenly you came

I gasped and a smile came to my face

I am happy to see you!

but then my friend came

she whispered something I can't ever forget

my orange

my sweet sweet orange

suddenly tasted bitter

oh my god,

you're gay........

it's not good I know. I still have some problems with my grammar. I can't write in English, my speaking's so much better.

whatever, ttyl

xoxo

hola

Fiuh, it's been quite a while since my last post here.

Jadi ceritanya komputer gue rusak, jadi pake laptop eh laptopnya lambat banget, jadi males ngapa-ngapain.

sedikit updaaate!

1. Me sudah beli buku Love Letters of Great Men. Which is the greatest book I've read this year! hugga hugga! Dapetnya di Aksara Kemang pas mau reuni EF seharga 200ribu (maaf ya ayah) tapi worth it banget karena isinya baguuuussss sekali!

2. Kemaren baru selesai Try Out 1 di sekolah. Hasilnya? Gak usah ditanya deh, yang jelas I'll work harder!
3. (Akhirnya) udah nonton Laskar Pelangi! Nangis 2 kali.

Dan......

Besok mau bikin film! Dirumah gue pake handycam hyahyahyahya...

more updates soon!

i miss you muchos, : P